just remembering makes me want a cigarette...

hello all. i know it has been quite some time since i have posted... and i wish it weren't so.. however Sir and i are on a bit of a hiatus from too much of anything rough... well except for Mr. T... *giggle*

W/we met Him again on Tuesday of this week. It was another spur of the moment thing, but none the less, it was amazing. It is an exhilerating feeling to be in the middle of two absolutely wonderfully talented men. It is not really a feeling that i will ever get used to. And honestly, i never thought i would EVER feel that way either. i am pretty selective about the males that i let sleep with me. Strange for a submissive i know. But i respect my body enough to be selective. And i already had a profound amount of respect for Mr. T, and i had always found Him attractive.

But at any rate, Sir and i went over, and it was a bit more relaxed than the first time, which i was thankful for. i layed on the bed, and it was like hungry lions getting ready to pounce on a willing prey. And for a moment, Sir left, and he told U/us to 'get warmed up' which i thought was a little odd, but i wasn't complaining either. But i laid there next to Him, while He lifted up my skirt, and to His surprise, i wasn't wearing any panties... but then i told him that i never wear any... and when Sir came in, W/we all had a pretty good laugh about it...

So after they both had a turn at my already drenched pussy, and had a really intense orgasm, Sir got behind me, while i was over Mr. T . i couldn't help but smile, as i watched Him watching me get fucked from behind hard by Sir. i love to please, i can't help it. Just knowing that i still have the ability to ignite the fire in the loins of any attractive, more experienced person than myself is always a big turn on for me... and with Mr. T, it is no exception. i absolutely love having a dick in my pussy, fucking me hard, and one shoved in my throat as far as i can possibly take it... which i think i managed to get all the way at least twice... and it makes my cock sucking ability better. And the better i am with Mr. T, the better i am with Sir... everybody wins!

Then They switched. And like before, Mr. T pumped me pretty hard... although at one point i moved, and made Him miss. i found later that i managed to get damaged... ouch, but at that point i was so full of endorphins that i was just enjoying getting the hell fucked out of me, with Sir in front of me... i can hardly wait until after this baby gets here. i have been promised DP. It is not something that i have ever experienced before, but have always wanted to. Sir and i have just never found another partner, that W/we felt comfortable with for that. And it was Mr. T that brought it up... i was over joyed, even though i tried to down play it a bit.

But, like always, i had an amazing time, and i know Sir did as well. He always enjoys when i am happy...lol and i don't think i have ever let Mr. T down so... fun for all ^.^

Thank you again wonderful Sir's! i always enjoy being your play thing...

Thank you especially Sir for lending me out... i love you very much ♥

The Mr. T experience

Just as a forewarning, this has absolutely nothing to do with my blog. However, if i don't put it in words i am going to burst... at least i have no nuts to bust or something...
ANYWAY...

Tonight W/we met one of Sir's friends. I am going to call him Mr. T, and hope he doesn't get offended...lol i have known Mr. T for a few years. He was always very sweet to me, and always made a fuss about me when i was pregnant with our firstborn. And He has always had a way to make me smile.

Tonight was really no exception. When we got to His place, i think Sir was expecting me to make a first move... and me being the submissive that i am, shied away pretty hard. i am sure that i blushed pretty hard. This was going to be the first time that i had two males of anykind, much less two Dominant males.

Sir laid me down on the king sized bed, and got things going, and Mr. T laid beside me. He has a moustache, so i wasn't quite sure how to kiss him... *puts head down* but He kissed me as Sir went down on my pussy. And when Sir came up, He went down, while Sir kissed me, and played with my estremely sensitive nipples... it took me a little while... i guess i was a bit nervous... i got over it though...

After one amazing orgasm, it was time to be on my knees. Sir got behind me, And Mr. T got in front. Let me first say, that when i go into these sorta things, i don't go in expecting anything particular. However let me say, i wasn't dissapointed... in fact i was pretty delighted with myself because i could get the entire thing in my throat... Sir is not small by any means of the word. In fact there are times that i have trouble with Him. He and Sir were joking a bit about finger cuffing me, and i giggled, and he tapped my face, put His cock back in my mouth and said "I didn't think you mouth was for laughing... there that's better. I don't see you laughing now." With Sir fucking me from behind, and Mr T's cock in my mouth, and a vibrator with an anal cover on it was extremely exhilerating and an extreme turn on.

Then Mr. T got behind me, and played with my clit, while hammering my ass with the vibe... and every time i let go of Sir with my mouth, He stopped!! And then when they switched, i was just in awe... i felt a little guilty after though when Sir told me He saw the expression on my face... New pleasant experience... i can't help it that i was enjoying myself... Usually when we have these types of excursions, it is Sir and i tag teaming somebody. So i am not usually the center of attention...

So while Mr. T was pounding into me, i really needed to come again, so i put my hand down to play with my pussy, and he pounded me, and i tried really hard to suck on Sir... i couldn't take it anymore, and came again REALLY hard... i tried to not scream, which i know i failed at... And Mr. T came, and i rolled over and Sir came on my face...

The experience truely was the best out of any of the ones that W/we have had. At least where i am concerned. Thank you Sir's for a wonderful evening! i hope to enjoy it again sometime.

Thank you Sir, for loving to share me as much as you do. i am so very lucky to have you, and i thank my lucky stars everyday... i love you so much... ♥

After much deliberation, the vote is in...

Okay, yeah i know that was really bad with the upcoming election and what not... but hey i know you love me anyway...lol

At anyrate, The much deliberation comes from Sir and i having a few misunderstandings. i know spanking me is something we B/both need. However with me being pregnant, Sir was extremely worried about even bringing it up. He was afraid that i would be pissed off, or offended somehow. i was beginning to worry that it was going to be like it was last pregnancy. And honestly that made me very sad. With our firstborn, rough play, and spanking stopped altogether. What Sir doesn't realize, is when He spanks me, he has a fire that burns within him. He has a passion that i had only seen when we were teenagers. Don't get me wrong, i have always been EXTREMELY satisfied. But at the same time, it always felt like something was missing. When things died down when W/we were younger, He figured that that was the end of it... But me being the masochist that i am, thrive on pain, and was going to get it one way or another.

Anyway... i told him, that spanking me is extremely good for both of us. And He did agree.... so last night, He met His littlemiss again

Monday February 4, 2008

This was after 26 swats with my Cane, countless swats with Red, many with Sir's ever loving Hand, and The Paddle. Even as i type this 14 hours later, i can still feel the effects...

This was taken not even five minutes after my spanking. As you can see it has already begun to bruise. After being a bit awe struck that this is what "my" bottom looked like, i laughed at the one random verticle cane stripe.
i cried the hardest that i have ever cried after a spanking this session. But letting out the tears, also let me release any hurt that i have been having, and pain, and fear. And i melt everytime Sir holds me after He has finished, and tells me that He is proud. His love amazes me sometimes...


i have mentioned in my last post about enjoying wax play. Sir asked me when he called earlier that evening, if we had any dark colored candles. i was a bit confused, but listed off a number of colors of candles that i have. And i asked why. And He told me that He wanted it to show up on camara... i automatically got really excited.... He always knows what buttons to push
Sir loves to pour hot wax over my already warmed bottom. He almost laughs at me everytime he does it, becuase He tells me it looks like i am going to have a spontanious orgasm... *giggle* and well it's true. i am just glad that he has learned to appreciate the art of wax, and learned to love it as much as me.

A candid shot of Sir... He was laying down on the bed. And Honestly i didn't think He was actually going to take it...

Sir asked me if i wanted some on my tits. i couldn't help but say yes. Since that is where i started so many years ago on my own.... it was absolutely amazing!

Full body shot.... i am not sure why Sir takes pictures like this sometimes... other than He loves them...lol

Candid shot of me... that isn't the only "shot" of the evening as you soon will see...


Sir absolutely loves to see me like this. i asked him why once, and He told me because of the humiliation factor... i have never been embarrassed to have semen on my face... especially His... lol

This one makes me laugh too... becuase he told me he had to get a side shot because there was some dripping off my chin... lol Some of Sir's best work... *giggle*

So hopefully W/we are getting back into the 'swing' of things... *giggle* i don't know how we are going to manage when my pregnancy progresses and i can't bend over the bed any more... but i am sure W/we will manage somehow...

Thank you, Sir, for being everything that i have ever wanted, and need. Thank you for helping me become who i am today... i love you very much ♥

just a note for my favorite lurkers... <3

Yes i know it has been quite some time since i have posted... It doesn't go without reason. Sir and i had to completely stop any, and all play, and sex alltogether. i had some spotting with the pregnancy on Christmas eve, and needed an emergency ultrasound. Everything is ok, when we went in, our little sweet potato had grown double it's size in two weeks. i had to have an early ultrasound becuase of my history of ectopic pregnancy. So even though everything was ok, W/we have to treat this pregnancy as high risk, therefore sex at all was completely prohibited. This has put a great strain on Sir and i, especially on my behalf i am completely ashamed to say... If any of you have had to deal with pregnancy hormones, be it you were pregnant, or your parnter was, you know how intense they can be. And no of any kind for the remainder of this the first and most crucial trimester, was worse torture than Sir has ever given me...

But alas, i am but only human, and so is Sir... (even though he imagines himself superman and i indulge him most days) temptation was just a bit too much after a long deep seeded discussion that W/we had yesterday. i will not bore you with O/our boring relationship details, but i think a spark lit, and something clicked...

i went out with a friend today. we went out to see a movie, and pretty much just have girl time. Not something i as a stay-at-home mom get too often. Well, Sir called me about the time that he gets to the parking lot of His work, and talked to me a little bit, and told me to call him around midnight when He would be home. To this i say ok. There is no reason to be suspicious that something is going on. It takes me three hours from when he calls me, to take my friend home, and get back to our small town. i didn't tell him, but after i dropped off my friend, i hiked up my skirt in the car, and took off my bra and shirt, and carefully aroused myself, knowing that He would be waiting when i got home.

When i got home however, i was greeted with a uniformed Sir, in his *NEW* work uniform. *grin* He told me that he snuck out of work an hour early, so he could come home and set a few things up, and clean a few things up (which at this point in my pregnancy i am absolutely extatic about! i come home to a clean house, He can do whatever He wants with me...lol). He takes me to the bedroom, where there are candles lit, and Him is playing in the background (him is managed to become our "session" music), and my collar and Red were laying on the neatly made bed. It absolutely took my breath away...

i quickly took off my everyday rope collar, to be replaced with the collar that Sir puts on when i become his littlemiss. And he took my breath away even more. He left for a moment, and i took the oppertunity to kneel on my pillow and wait for his return. i told him that i missed Him, as i do everytime W/we haven't scened for a long time. And since we have removed the frame to which O/our bed sits, it was perfect height for me to go right from kneeling to being bent over the bed.

The familiar sting of Red quickly came back to me as i heard and felt Her "crack" against the unworked skin of my bottom. i very quickly entered sub-space, and was on my spanking cloud-9. Again, and again She struck me, and the sting and the burn, went right to my poor wanting pussy...

After Sir was finished with Red, he decided to try something new, at least new for him. He took the candles, and poured the hot wax over my already burning bottom. i have been waiting for the day that He would decide that candle wax needed to be a part of O/our lives... i have always loved candle wax. To me there is something very sensual, and loving about somebody pouring hot candlewax onto you... Even when i was younger, i fantasized about somebody pouring candle wax over me. When he tipped the candle, and the wax hit my already burning skin, i almost had an instantanious orgasm. i didn't think my pleasure at that point could be heightened anymore than i was at that point. Until he poured more...

i do appologize i have no pictures for this session. Sir didn't feel the need to take any... but there is an update at anyrate... Happy spanking
~the little miss <3