i like to earn my oil

Lately, i have been horribly depressed. And there is really only one way sometimes to make me cry....

Sunday September 30, 2007

This session, i needed so much more than Sir gave me... and i am so ashamed, it doesn't even look like he swatted me at all... but the session lasted for about an hour, and recieved his hand at first, then got the paddle. Sir was going to stop after that, but i told him that i was really hoping for the crop that night. So he was glad that i told him.

If you look really hard, you can see the individual crop marks. And i still have bruises from the belt...

i must admit, there is no feeling like being bent over with a warm bottom, holding the implement that was lovingly used to warm it... even if it doesn't look like much...

Thank you Sir... hopefully pictures will be better next time... i'm sorry.. i love you