I have never felt so alive

I am still trying to get caught up... hopefully, i will get all caught up before Sir comes home from work...

Thursday September 20, 2007

This night, i wouldn't rest until we found my beloved riding crop. Thankfully, it wasn't too hard to find. I was euphoric when i felt that first familiar sting. Befre Sir uses any of the impliments that i get spanked with, he makes me kiss it. i kiss my crop gladly.

Sir always lets me see the pictures, after we have finished. It may not look like much, but after this session, it was a bit difficult to sit.

"To: Sir, with love" Sir loves to mark me, in many ways. After the crop (which i will have to name), he gave me his ever loving hand.

This is my "red". We use the stoplight system. Periodically throughout the spanking, Sir will ask me "what color?"

Green: my pain isn't bad

Yellow: my pain is getting worse, but i can take more

Red: i can take no more, and need to stop

This particular session, i kept the tears in for as long as i could. i only teared a little for my crop. i tested my limits this night, and Sir was very proud of me. i love making him proud.

my Sire, my husband, my lover, and friend. What more could a sub ask for?

Saturday September 22, 2007

Today, i was not home all day. i missed him very much. i sent him a test message early in my day without him "*Dreaming of a red bottom*" When i got home, i took me to the bedroom, and this is what i found... This is the most romantic thing anybody has done for me. It warmed my heart, as he would soon do the same to my bottom.

Sir had me kneel down on a pillow, to be ribboned. It will have to due until my new collar comes in. i know what is ahead, and am very thankful. This is exactly what i had been missing. There had been something that i was longing for, and i had thought that i was doing something wrong in my lovemaking. But now, i no longer feel that way. i feel much closer to him. And i wouldn't trade him for the world.

As he lays me down with my the impliments of our trade, i can't help but smile. i can't wait for my bottom to be warmed.

This session lasted an hour. i recieved smacks with a dildo, my crop, his hand, the leather paddle, and the belt. i do not know how many smacks i recieved with anything but the belt. i always count how many i get with the belt. It was 10. i cried a lot this time. The paddle was more than i remembered...

"Bend over and grab your ankles little miss!"

"Yes Sir.. " i am still sobbing quite a bit, and shaking as well. my bottom is still very sore.

Thank you very much Sir... i have never felt so alive...